Live Brocast!! Why? Randomness is Awesome..

You know when sometimes when ur in a really shitty situation and u dont feel like doing anything at all or more like u have given up on urself... that's how it is right now with me...

Despite the fact that im in the bad mood, which isn't really any reason not to study for tomorrow's test... not like i dont want to k, i cant...

And so here i am, watching FF Advent Children for some reason.. and pausing every half an effing second to admire every single strand of gorgeous hair.. which is unsurprisingly enjoyable. to me at least, and im quite sure that most of us agree with that...

So, that's my only entertainment for the day, if u exclude the reading part during meal time.. which in fact isnt much fun since i only have two hands and craving for a third one to hold the book still...

That's pretty much what's left of my school life.. Sad huh... i spend most of my time worrying about this and that... and what pisses me off is that im not even worrying about myself.. family problems are keeping my mind quite busy during lessons.. The criticizing from beside me isn't helping at all, in fact its really annoying coz every single move i make is apparently either stupid or joke-able for her.. well, a relieve that im still categorize as a humorous person.

What to do? Life sucks.. well at least that part of life sucks.. "Take a break and look around, you'll realize the world is much more beautiful than you thought" Right.. and get run over by a tricycle... Why tricycle u ask? coz i dont wanna die just yet... Wonder if there's any express train for me to board on..

I bet ranting and whining about stuff like these is the only thing that proves im still a healthy teenager. Good to know! =,=

Drawing is so much fun.. But he next thing u know, 4 hours had passed and u have to slap yourself awake to study... how much more do you want of me dear mr. time.. sigh..